EDEN – 2020 Lyrics

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[Verse 1]
She says I’m no good with my hands
But I held up the whole sky for her
I want to forget my future and jump into the dark

[Verse 2]
I would’ve caused so much trouble
If I’d had you to sneak out with me
All our future’s melted in your hands, they’re drowning us

[Chorus]
Still I say things like, “No hindsight in 2020”
“Got my sight checked, that’s precious to me”
“Can’t blindside me, I’m well aware
If you were me, I’d burn this out
To the sound of the daylight slipping from me”
“All our yesterdays spent misguided, sliding’”
And now our heels worn down and self aware
With dreams of stopping

[Interlude]
(Dreams are stopping us)
You must have me messed up with somebody else
You got me mixed up
You got me stressed out
Youth spent plaited under walls, waterfalls
Walls can talk to things like
(Dreams are, dreams are)
(Dreams are stopping us)
You must have me messed up with somebody else
You got me mixed up
You got me stressed out
Youth spent plaited under walls, waterfalls
Walls can talk to things like

[Chorus]
Still I say things like, “No hindsight in 2020”
“Got my sight checked, that’s precious to me”
“Can’t blindside me, I’m well aware
If you were me, I’d burn this out
To the sound of the daylight slipping from me”
“All our yesterdays spent misguided, sliding”
And now our heels worn down and self aware
With dreams of stopping
With dreams of stoppi–
Dreams worth stopping for

[Outro]
Yeah, our progress is just really slow because we’re trying to just find a way through

EDEN – ​how to sleep Lyrics

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[Intro]
I don’t think I know
That I felt like I know what I was doing
But I don’t really remember feeling very scared about it

[Verse]
The water was cool, and you’re shining
The windows were burning patterns in my mind
Running away was so tiring
Holding your stare, I felt miles behind

[Pre-Chorus]
And how do you love when you’re frightened?
The thought of me fucking up all these threads
Situations I know are just passing
I’m holding on for you, and static feel

[Chorus]
The light ran down the wall
Holding back the stars
Dividing us in new ways
Away from sleep
Confusion has its cost
Wave pools in the dark
Crashing ’round my head

[Bridge]
I don’t think there was like, a happiest time
I feel like there are happy moments

[Verse]
The water was cool, and you’re shining
The windows were burning patterns in my mind
Running away was so tiring
Holding your stare, I slipped miles behind

[Pre-Chorus]
And how do you love when you’re frightened?
The thought of me fucking up all these threads
Situations I know are just passing
I’m holding on for you, and how to sleep

[Chorus]
The light ran down the wall
Holding back the stars
Dividing us in new ways
Away from sleep
Confusion has its cost
Wave pools in the dark
Crashing ’round my head

EDEN – ​fomo Lyrics

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[Verse 1]
I don’t follow us fighting for lost cause
Feel like you’ve been drifting, we’re just off course

[Chorus]
Oh, is it no good?
What are we just dying for?
What are we lying for, oh, if it’s no good?
Good
What would you call it? Yeah

[Verse 2]
Mind if I don’t end this dying (I don’t follow us fighting for lost cause)
If it’s worth it you would know (Feel like you’ve been drifting, we’re just off course)

[Verse 3]
All this stops, all the faking, it’s over
No flinking, it’s solved
But it’s nothing
And I’ll get so, and I guess so
Despite my best, you keep calling
And you got something I don’t, wanna miss out on
I don’t need you to be your estate

[Outro]
Would you call that love?
Love, love, love
Would you call that love?
Love, love, love
Would you call it love?
Love, love, love
Call it love
Love, love, love

EDEN – 909 Lyrics

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[Verse 1]
So hold on if you want (Want)
I don’t wanna play this, no
I don’t have the patience
And last year was a long one
And these days are reruns
A fine time for a breakdown, yes
Let’s find words to tear these walls down
And I threw them all away
If I start then I probably won’t stop
‘Cause the world moves on and the lights stay on
For the next one, and next one, it’s an ocean
No, I don’t wanna waste forever
But I can if I want to
There’s so much that can change my mind
So much of me has changed, how could I ever feel the same?

[Chorus]
So dive in, to my home
It’s all I have, woah (Coming up for the weekend, running as far as we can)
So drive me, ’till the shore
Spoken like a real life savior
NASCAR, we’re just racing in circles again (Woo)
(We’ll get it right for the next time)

[Verse 2]
Bleed out, it’s a cold night
City views killed the starlight
Sleeping at the wheel for the first time
It’s terrifying when you wake up
A few years later it’s a new time
Hard to see how it stands from the inside
Inside, it’s tried if it’s tiring (Yeah)
You then, leave

[Chorus]
So dive in, to my home
(Cassini don’t come home, you don’t want to say it)
It’s all I have, woah (And I don’t want to know, but I feel it, I feel)
(Coming up for the weekend, running as far as we can)
So drive me, ’till the shore
(And I don’t want to be here, but I don’t want to go)
Spoken like a real life savior (‘Cause I need it)
NASCAR, we’re ju–

[Outro]
The lone and level sands stretch far away
The lone and level sands stretch far away
The lone and level sands stretch far away-far away-far away
The lone and level sands stretch far-
The lone and level sands stretch far away
The lone-

EDEN – sex lyrics

[Verse 1]
And I said what’s up?
What you been thinking?
‘Cause you’ve been staring at that roof so long
I’d swear it’s come alive
And she spoke nine words
And now we’re sinking
But I can’t find it in myself to want to lie
To keep this thing from going down

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause that girl took my heart
And I ain’t want it back
No
I’m laying down my cards

[Verse 2]
‘Cause you said it meant nothing
And I should’ve kept my silence
But I guess I’m too attached to my own pride to let you know
That all these words meant nothing
And I’ve always been this heartless
And we’re just having sex, no, I would never call it love
But love

[Chorus]
Oh no, I think I’m catching feelings
And I don’t know if this is empathy I feel
Just hold on
Remember why you said this was the last time?

[Post-Chorus]
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
So I guess it’s…
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
Let die to let live

[Verse 3]
And what’s good
When both choices I’ve got
Have us staring down the barrel to the bullets I can’t stop?
And so I stand off
Like indecision’s Kevlar
‘Till this fear of feeling stops and I’m done
But you

[Interlude]
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you

[Pre-Chorus]
(No, I don’t know how to forget you)
‘Cause that girl took my heart
(No, I don’t know how to forget you)
And I ain’t want it back, no
(No, I don’t know how to forget you)
A bulletproof restart

[Chorus]
Oh no, I think I’m catching feelings
And I don’t know if this is empathy I feel
Just hold on
Remember why you said this was the last time?

[Post-Chorus]
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
So I guess it’s…
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
Let die to let live

[Outro]
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you

EDEN – rock + roll lyrics

[Verse 1]
So tell me this is who you are
They tell me I’ve got something more
And oh, you could be loved
But I don’t want the lights to find me when I’m dark and lost
But never on my own

[Chorus]
‘Cause I just wanna swing like Sinatra
Singing like I can’t stop
‘Cause I could never rock like a Rolling Stone
I just wanna live like the ones before, yeah
And maybe I could play guitar like Hendrix
Or save the world or end it
And then maybe they’ll remember me when I’m gone
That’s all I could ever want
That’s all I want

[Verse 2]
So I got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
Whoever wants to hear
And I got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat ’till I’m burnt out and disappear
But I owe you nothing
And I own my luck
Oh, they said you’ll never be alone again
But I don’t think you understand me or what I fear
But you could be loved
But I don’t wanna lie to tell myself
I’m more than all the mistakes I’ve outrun

[Verse 3]
‘Cause I’m only here for a minute
And I don’t care what you say ’cause I know
You’re only here cause I’m winning
But I can be my own kind of rock and roll
I don’t really care if you say you don’t fuck with me
And I can say what the fuck I want ’cause it’s down to me
And I got love for you even if you were doubting me
Like, oh my God, I just can’t stop

[Chorus]
‘Cause I just wanna sing like Sinatra
With ethanol my soundtrack
‘Cause I could never rock like a Rolling Stone
I wonder how it feels to burn out young, yeah
‘Cause I just wanna die before my heart fails
From heartbreak or cocktails and
Then maybe you’ll cry once you know I’m gone
That’s all I could ever want
Oh, that’s all I want, yeah

[Bridge]
‘Cause I ain’t scared of livin’
Does it get easier?
No… yes, it gets easier
No, I ain’t scared of livin’
Oh yeah?
No, I ain’t scared of livin’

[Outro]
Sex, drugs, and rock and roll – that’s all I want
‘Cause it’s all we’ve got
What are we breathin’ for if we ain’t living?
What’s under the words you know – that’s all I want
And I don’t want your love
I just wanna feel like I’m still livin’
Something more than superficial is all I want
And if there is no god
I know the day I die, I lived through heaven
Sex, drugs, and rock and roll – that’s all I want
And that I gave it hell
And if it hurt, oh well
At least that’s living
The more you know who you are and what you want…
That’s all I want
…the less you let things upset you
That’s all I want
I just don’t know who I’m supposed to be
I tried being a writer but I hate what I write
And I tried taking pictures but they were so mediocre
You know, and every girl goes through a photography phase
You know, like horses, and taking dumb pictures of your feet
You’ll figure that out – I’m not worried about you

[*Extended*]
If all we had is time then we’ll be alright
It’s not much but it’s better than nothing
Sex drugs and rock and roll that’s all I want
What’s under the words you know that’s all I want
Something more than superficial is all I want
Sex drugs and rock and roll that’s all I want

EDEN – fumes lyrics

(feat. gnash)

[Verse 1: EDEN]
The morning light shines a lifeline
Escape is what I need
I should’ve listened last night, girl
This is beyond belief
That we keep falling for the lure of
Liquid confidence and lies
And we skydive from walls we built
Dying just to feel alive

[Pre-Chorus: EDEN]
On the way down screamin’

[Chorus: EDEN]
Whoa
If all we have is time, then we’ll be alright
It’s not much, but it’s better than nothing (Whoa)
We’re running on fumes, but we’ll make it through the night
It’s not love, but it’s better than dreaming

[Verse 2: EDEN]
Oh, I’m on fire
There’s a burning in my bones and in my eyes
These dreams, they’re taking hold, I just need time
Time

[Verse 3: gnash]
Building walls to burn them down
Cannonballs to watch me drown
You’ve got me lost in here and now
You’ve got me gone and lost and found
We only hang in evenings
And I don’t know what I’m thinking
But I know that I won’t think it
If I keep up with this thinking
All these dreams and all these plans
We shared under the moonlight
They’re dreams and plans that I have
I just don’t know if you’ll fit right
When I leave in the morning
And I kiss you and say goodnight
I kick myself until we kick it
Should’ve told you goodbye
Coming home so late at night
With clothes covered in sand
I don’t know just what I’m missing
But I’m doing what I can
And if all we have is time then we will find

[Chorus: EDEN]
Whoa
If all we have is time, then we’ll be alright (Whoa)
It’s not much, but it’s better than nothing (Whoa)
We’re running on fumes, but we’ll make it through the night (Whoa)
It’s not love, but it’s better than dreaming
Whoa
If all we have is time, then we’ll be alright (Whoa)
It’s not much, but it’s better than nothing (Whoa)
We’re running on fumes, but we’ll make it through the night (Whoa)
It’s not love, but it’s better than dreaming

EDEN – drugs lyrics

[Verse 1]
‘Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won’t die
I guess I’m lying ’cause I wanna
I guess I’m lying ’cause I don’t
‘Cause I just feel so tired
Like it’s move or slowly die
You say, “You ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you and you know it”
But ain’t that just the point?

[Interlude]
You don’t know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below, and I’ll never let you know
No, I can’t tell you nothing

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
And I’ll say what I don’t mean
Just ’cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need

[Verse 2]
‘Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don’t mean shit to me
‘Cause it’s all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with these words I say
Just saying what I’m supposed to say
‘Cause I had nothing for you
I can’t love when I can’t even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head
But I’m addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just thinking a hole in the earth

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won’t die
I guess I’m lying ’cause I wanna
I guess I’m lying ’cause I don’t
‘Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said, “You ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you, what you doing?”
And I said, “That’s the point”

[Interlude]
You don’t know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below, and I’ll never let you know
No, I can’t tell you nothing

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted, but not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess inside
And I’ll say what I don’t mean
Just ’cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, oh yeah, I need it
Yeah, I need it, I need it
Yeah, I need it, I need it, yeah

EDEN – circles lyrics

[Verse 1]
And if I told you how this story ends
Would you change a step you take?
And if I could relive all of my days
I’d live them all the same
‘Cause I’m scared
Of all that I don’t know
‘Cause I want it all, but all of it ain’t gold
And I’m scared
But I know it’s not for long
‘Cause I’m learning what I should’ve long before

[Chorus]
That all we are
Is a light into the darkness
And all we are
Is time that’s counting down
And all we are
Is falling through the spaces in between
Endless flight
A lifetime in repeat

[Verse 2]
But I still find solace
When you say
That you know how I feel
When it’s wrong
And we ain’t been right for years

[Verse 3]
And let go
Give these ghosts a new home
And let’s bury our past and our fears and all these bones
And let’s go
I should’ve seen it long before
‘Cause this is my life
I will not run in circles
Ending where I start

[Bridge]
So hold on to me
We’ll burn out slowly
And feel our hearts leap
To words we don’t mean

[Verse 4]
Love
Means nothing to me
‘Cause I don’t know what it is
I’m just dying to be
All that I’ve been dreaming of
And words betray me
Contradict all I stand for
But I’m still learning
Yeah, I’m still learning

[Chorus]
That all we are
Is a light into the darkness
And oh, we are
Just time that’s counting down
And all we are
Is falling through the spaces in between
Endless flight
We’re falling to our knees

EDEN – and lyrics

[Verse 1]
And this is just another sad song
I can’t deny that I’ve been needing one
And that the world is always at fault
And we did nothing, how did we do wrong?
And I’ve been thinking that when we thought
The world would break us that we weren’t wrong
But it’s just never been the world outside
And sonder kinda has me terrified

[Verse 2]
And I’m so sorry I can’t find the time
Spent all my days over-preoccupied
And I’ve been thinkin’ ’bout how I’d react
If you were me and I was ghosted out
And I know I should try more
But I’ve been so caught in my own small shit that I can’t see
Past the nothing around me here

[Outro]
But I’ve been trying really fuckin’ hard not to try so hard
Really fuckin’ hard just to let go
Really fuckin’ hard not to try so hard
And realize I have nowhere left to go

EDEN – xo lyrics

[Intro]
1, 2, 3

[Verse 1]
Yeah, she’s in love with the concept
As if we’re all just how she imagined
‘Cause we’re in love, I just don’t know it yet, huh
Well, tell me how am I supposed to see the magic?
‘Cause I don’t believe in it no more
But I won’t tell her
‘Cause I always imagined
It’s easier if she thinks she won
So I’mma let her, and she said

[Chorus]
“I don’t think I love you no more
You never seem to call me lately”
Girl, I don’t think you know me at all
‘Cause I never thought I’d have to say this
No I don’t love you, and I never did
Look at us burning down in flames for kicks
But just know
I’m not singing for your XO
I’m just singing ’cause it’s over

[Verse 2]
Came and went like the summer time
Was that a sunset or sunrise?
Looking back like, “Where’d the time go?”
So much for trying to keep this moving slow
‘Cause I don’t believe in her no more
But I remember

[Bridge]
How we talked shit like we knew what we wanted
I still remember what she said

[Chorus]
“I don’t think I love you no more
You never seem to call me lately”
But I don’t think she knew me at all
‘Cause I never thought I’d have to say this
But I’m no liar, and I never hid anything
You should’ve seen it coming to this
Just know
I’m not singing for an ex, though
I’m just singing ’cause it’s over, yeah

[Outro]
Girl I’m just singing
I’m just singing, yeah
I’m just singing ’cause it’s over

EDEN – ​re//start lyrics

[2015]
And if these days were living encores, encore
Then and tell me, do you scream?
Even when every thing’s a nightmare
It’s something we’ve all seen
‘Cause we let everyone we love fall down
Like a lead sky brings the night
And that’s all we are
‘Cause we get off on hiding everything we are
So tell me you love me
I will too
So tell me you loath me
I do too

[2011]
And I been thinking that
The more I grow
The more that I’ll lose touch with what I love, and time it flows
So much faster than anything I’ve ever know
I’ve always been a dreamer
So what happens when I wake up?
I’m not afraid of growing older
I’m just afraid of letting go

[2017]
Um, I usually write a poem for each body of work I do
Or just randomly too, I guess
But yeah, here it is:
Stop
You are not broken
There is no fix
There is a change
You are not your job, your significant other, the numbers in your bank account, the thoughts or the memories in your head
What ever anyone says: whatever
You are the words you speak, the way you move
This can change at any time as you decide
Choose wisely
Does your love mean anything if i can’t feel it?
If i threw myself off a building am i a martyr or a tragedy?
However you may feel momentarily, only two factors persevere:
Your relationship to the people around you, and your view of yourself
You could buy that x if you wanted to
But think about it, if you came home like you did would it change a thing?
You are inconstant, dynamic
You’re a star darling, act like one
Take care of the ones that you love
Stop being so serious
Now is not forever
But you knew all this, deep down
Maybe we are forever ending where we started
But it is only the end if you want it to be
Everything is only ever what you would like it to be;
Never as great or as grave as it seems
No matter how close or how impossibly far you think you got to that greener grass
We just have to try again
We just have to try again

EDEN – start//end

[Verse 1]
You try to kill it but it won’t stop bleeding
Try to forget it but it won’t stop killing you
You’re running out of time
Yeah, you know you can’t go back
It’s too late
To say it’s too late
You can’t take back that you said nothing
How could you do nothing?

[Pre-Chorus]
Is this burning right?
Am I living bridges?
Can we build our past right?
Learning through future solecism

[Chorus 1]
It’s played out (I’ve missed times)
I’ve moved on (been disconnected)
Get fucked up (I stressed time)
My new draw (forgetting timing)
And it’s not right (and I need you to talk me down)
You’re dead wrong
What are we doing? (’cause I feel like I need to crash)
Let’s go home
There’s no hope
It’s all wrong

[Bridge]
‘Cause I’ve been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong
Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
But it keeps raining on me
And I’ve been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old
Been looking for the stars but it seems like they’re all gone
And the fault’s not ours alone
But I think it’s time to go

[Chorus 2 (Over Bridge)]
It’s played out
I’ve moved on
Get fucked up
My new draw
And it’s not right
You’re dead wrong
What are we doing?
Let’s go home
There’s no hope
It’s all wrong

[Verse 2]
And I’ve got way too many questions just to try and get it right
‘Cause I can’t be the one to shrug it off
And I could be the reason that we stay up all night
To be someone, to be someone
And oh, all we’ve got is to try to get it right
But no one told you
That this gon’ hurt, oh no
And now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream

[Verse 3]
That shit just to try and find a way to get my head down
And head out or maybe just the two of us and head now
I’m just tryna find the real now
Dream clouds, ghost ground
Real friends, dead hometown

[Bridge]
‘Cause I’ve been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong
Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
But it keeps raining on me
And I’ve been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old
Been looking for the stars but it seems like they’re all gone
And it breaks my heart, you know
But I think it’s time to go

[Chorus 2 (Over Bridge)]
It’s played out
I’ve moved on
Get fucked up
My new draw
And it’s not right
You’re dead wrong
What are we doing?
Let’s go home
There’s no hope
It’s all wrong

EDEN – drugs

Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won’t die
I guess I’m lying cause I wanna
I guess I’m lying cause I don’t
Cause I just feel so tired
Like it’s move or slowly die
You ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you and you know it
But ain’t that just the point?
You don’t know
How to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below
And I’ll never let you know
No I can’t tell you nothing

Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
And I’ll say what I dont mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need

Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don’t mean shit to me
Cause it’s all just chemicals anyway
Anyway, Yeah
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with the words I say
Just saying what I’m supposed to say
Cause I had nothing for you
I can’t love when I can’t even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head, but I’m addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just Thinking a hole in the earth

Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won’t die
I guess I’m lying cause I want to
I guess I’m lying cause I don’t
Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said you ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you what you done?
And I said that’s the point

You don’t know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below
And I’ll never let you know
No I can’t tell you nothing

Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cause I’m a fucking mess inside
And I’ll say what I dont mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need